The Delays and the Fears
So the good news is my fingerprints have finally been processed. The bad news is that I am waiting for them to send it via snail mail to my house. Once I receive it, then it sets in motion the last few things I need to do which are purchasing insurance coverage and presenting my income.
I can’t lie, I am scared. I am about to go live in a new country, where I don’t speak the language but that isn’t the scariest part. It’s the money. I know I should be all strong and in faith but the idea of paying rent every month is giving me heart palpitations.
I know God always provides, but it doesn’t make it any less stressful. Is it going to come at the last possible minute, or will there be another delay? It is so hard sometimes. I am not an immature believer, I have seen God come through so many times. But honestly, I know “He is for me.” Also, It will be so good to have permanent roots again. A place to call home.
You might think this is a weird thing for me to talk about but apart of being a healthy missionary is to process your fears and worries with the Lord and with others. Processing alone is always dangerous.
I am really looking forward to it. I expected to be in Portugal by now but the delays were unexpected. All I can do is trust that God is working everything together for my good, as He always will.
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